Work gets more manic by the day, and I have to be honest that this constant fire fighting and lurching from one disaster to another is getting a tad tedious. We haven’t had anything as boring as business as usual for years.
Not to worry, I have two days off now, but am preparing for an important day tomorrow, with a couple of opportunities I cannot divulge full details of here. I shall when the time is right of course dear reader.
As I career (see what I did there) at full speed into my mid life crisis, I have a feeling that it is time to stop playing things safe, and take a risk or two. I fear these opportunities will come to nought, and I shall once again be cast into a pit of firey depression and self loathing, cursing my ineptitude, incompetence and all round lack of va va voom.
So a short post today as I must retire to my pit in the hope that a rested brain will stand me in good stead tomorrow, and my form shall be that of the top variety. A change is required, and I hope I can deliver, as the frustrations of day to day work are growing. Nine years in, that is no surprise.
I wonder if others have the feeling of “being found out”? I am of the mind that those who succeed are those who can hide that the best. Nine tenths of a bullshit facade and one tenth real ability. Hmm, time to relieve the shoulder of the chip, best foot forward, and show some self belief fat boy.
Onwards, upwards, and I shall report back when it is appropriate.